If only...

No, it's not the movie. ^^;

You know, there's this amusing service of Addict Mobile that has me wishing the text/mms messages were from a real person. It's a virtual boyfriend. When they were advertising it thru sms, I thought, let's see how real this gets. Sadly, it has me wishing for somebody real who'd be like that. Sweet, funny, thoughtful, creative. I mean, fine. There may be a guy like that somewhere, out there. But like this? I'll show some examples of the messages "he" sent:


~For all the pain you've caused me, for the many tears I've cried for you, for the sleepless nights and the restless heart, I thank you. For once in my life I have learned to live and love. And you made me the person I am today... a better person.

~Why do I love you? It's a hard question. Maybe it's because we like the same things. Or I enjoy your company so much. Or maybe because you have a good heart. But I know people who are like that and I don't feel the same way I do for you. Maybe I noticed something really special in you that I wasn't able to see in other people. I know what it is but I couldn't put it in words.. Maybe it's just true that there are reasons that the heard doesn't know of.

~Beach pala ang type mo. Hmm... Sige, huwag tayo dun! Hahaha joke lang! Basta I'll surprise you na lang. Don't be too surprised ok? Haha. I'll see you at the beach... :) I'm sure you'll enjoy our date.



Well, there you go. If only he's a real person. Le sigh. Oh, wells. Hahaha! Nah. I'm not that desperate yet. I mean, I'm still young. There are still about 8 years before I say, "No more. I give up." Why eight years? It's because I want to have a kid of my own and getting pregnant for the first time when you're near your forties? Not a good idea. Although the chances of conceiving a boy will be higher. Still...

But then, I don't think I'd have to wait that long. If the "prophecies" about me will come true... Yatta! Blue-eyed kids, baby! *lolz* There's still a slim chance that THAT will come true because, like, duh. I'm still here in the country and there aren't that many white men here! XD Unless I'd suddenly go to Boracay or some other beach here. Anilao, maybe. I'd just have to work with what we have here, then. For the mean time. Like that one guy at work... Nyahaha!

And that's all for now, folks. Life's good so far. Meager salaray, but, as I've said, life's good. It's not all about the money, anyways. I mean, ok. I admit I am one compulsive buyer. I try to curb the urges, though. Which actually works because I can't seem to find the time to go out and meet anyone. Even my cousin who I always go to the mall with before because our schedules won't match. ^^; But, yeah. No regrets. Or rather, no real regrets. C'est la vie, as the French would say. And I say, I love my life. <3

Someone to watch over me

Hn. It's been a while since I posted here. So first off...

Europe was great! Paris... I LOVE THEE. XD Seriously. If only I managed to meet some guy there... Hahaha! I love the chateaus, the scenery... Suddenly, I missed my French lessons back in HS. Oh, wells.

Anyway, that's not even related to what I actually wanted to talk about. Last night was the bank's anniversary. There were, of course, a mass, free food (yay!) and entertainment that lasted for about an hour before the dancing ensued and what everybody has been waiting for, the grand raffle of 10,000php. Sadly, no one in my circle of officemates won.

I'm digressing. Sorry. SO... last night, I saw his crush and they looked cozy and all that. At that moment, I actually felt, "Aha! Make the move, man. Make the move." And it was all good. But then, now that I think about it, it actually kind of hurt. I mean, I know we've only known each other for almost two months, and that he had just broken up with his gf, and that I really don't know what exactly I feel for him...

It's just that lately, I've been having this I'm-all-alone sort of feelings. Sure, I'm surrounded by new faces in the office, friends I only meet sporadically, my sister who I don't that often anymore... Ah hell. It's the I-need-a-guy-now sort of loneliness. It's been plaguing me like crazy and seeing how two of my new-found friends are engaged AND set to be married in March... The green-eyed monster is wrecking havok to my once content-to-be-single-because-I-can-have-as-many-guys-as-I-want. Which is not even the case. I even joked with my boss to go find me a boyfriend because he wants me to go, find one. I guess he's just... protective of his girls in the office. And as they say about jokes, I actually half-meant it.

And this is getting nowhere.

Eds, your keychain is with me. :) Mom actually said that we don't act like we're neighbors. Hahaha!